Im Still On This Journey

Ok so in 2011 I was successful at losing 60lbs. I got down to 170 from 230lbs by eating strictly and exercising like a crazy woman and I felt amazing for a while! YAY!!! Not really. Since I had one major goal in mind and that was to impress my husband when he got home from Afghanistan that was ALL that I did. I lost the weight I impressed him and then I tried to eat like I had it all under wraps. SOOOOO, this year I am doing 1 better, I am doing this for me. For my health and for my happiness. Not that I do not want to see him smile (because of course I do) but I need to do this one for me... So doing ths for me is much difficult because I am the one who lets me off the hook when I want my cookies, or I want my chocolate anything in general. I have got to do better than this. Anyways I am rediscovering my motivation and I have kicked it up a notch. I am going to school to become a Personal Fitness Trainer! YES I am doing something for me. I am getting trained on how to actually get fit and how to maintain it and now that I've started class I realize that I am getting 100% more than I expected. I am so happy. SO today I am 200 and something pounds again NO I havent been able to face the ugly scale so I am only doing it once per month and measuring with my pants. So my next weigh in in March 12th. Last time I was 208 and my goal is to be less LOL! I would hope to be 199 again and I know it is doable. I know that I will do it right this time.